Ive been really sad tonight. Im not sure why, it could probably be the PMS. I think its very very healthy for someone to cry, as often as they feel the need, but for some reason I dont cry very often anymore and sometimes, at random times, it just..all comes out like the niagra falls. But I like to do it alone. Tonight, I was sitting here crying and I heard my boyfriend unlocking the door so I wiped my eyes off and he came in here asking some dumb boyfriend question and  then, our conversation went something like this:

bf: whats wrong with your eyes?
me: I DONT FEEL GOOD
bf: whats wrong? are you mad about something?
me: no. i just dont feel good and I dont know why.
bf: are you pmsing?
me: NO. I just feel sad and depressed.
bf: im sorry you feel sad baby what can I do for you?
me: get me some weed then to go walgreens and get me one of those strawberry starbucks drinks
bf: ok, i will.
The he gives me a long hug and I see Claude sitting, sleepy eyed watching us. I could tell hed come from the bedroom where he was sleeping. Then he walked over to us, and wanted to get in on the action..so we hugged him too.