Finally feeling better…
August 16, 2007 2
Im feeling quite the bit better. I was freaked out for a couple days because that panic attack shit was scary and the medicine they had me on (paxil) made me stop eating and completely lose my appetite and just sleep for hours and hours on end. So, I stopped taking the paxil and im just gonna use the ativan when I need it. Well, sure enough the day I stopped taking the paxil…my appetite came back. I dont like that SSRI bullshit..ive been on it before..but im gonna keep getting my prescriptions filled and stuff because I have to act like im taking it, lol. I dont understand how an SSRI is gonna help out with panic attacks that stem from a problem in the amygdala.. So fuck it.
Im having a “good dread” day. Which means..they look as thickly matted as possible at this point..however…my ends still arent dreading.. dunno what im gonna do about that.
Anyway..yeah…I finally feel better and I hope it remains that way.
I would stop taking it too. I wish I could stop taking all of my medicine. An anti-depressant NEVER helped me with anxiety. I don’t take one anymore. Doctors are starting to recommend that anti-depressants not be used for bipolar… as weird as that sounds.
I used to start trying to get dreads when I was 16. Luckily I was able to brush them out with a lot of work. Maybe I wasn’t doing it right or I didn’t have them long enough. I still like them, they’re just not my style anymore.
comment by Marie — August 17, 2007 @ 8:46 am
doctors and their weird pills. I’ve bee getting panic attacks to and my doc sent me on this crazy trip of like 100 appointments with different specialists. lame. I’m glad oyu feel better though. ♥
comment by Lizz — August 19, 2007 @ 8:19 pm